Gratitude Journal

Dear friend,

As high intentions as I had for the 222 portal, I have let my heart become quite close. I now am going through the “side effects” of this closing of my heart chakra.

I talk plenty of my powerful and miraculous heart chakra healing in 2020 with spirit and I thought that my heart was healed after that but now I’ve come to the realization that this is forever ongoing work for me as I close my heart off myself and then deal with much pain.

This comes not at the best time as I’m going into labor any time now, which is really exciting for me and I’m putting all my energy into labor and bringing this baby into the world but I must be at my best for the birth experience to be the best.

As I realized today (technically yesterday because it’s past midnight) that I have yet again closed my heart, I immediately turned to meditation and hypnosis, searching for a heart chakra opening hypnosis. I found a great one by Joe Tracy (linked 👇), the first time I did it, I fell asleep enjoying a tiny relaxation as my ego has taken over (I let it get so bad). Woke up and did it a second time and still it was extremely difficult to get out of my mind but I can’t go back to sleep. I’ll talk about this more friends, just in case my experience might benefit someone. At the end of the meditation Joe encouraged keeping a gratitude journal to help the heart open. So here I am, working on my healing. It’s super benefits right now as I’m finding it hard to even be grateful.

https://youtu.be/VTYc8eLNJ-g

Things I’m grateful for right now

• The baby about to be born out of me
• My children growing and becoming quite helpful
• My midwife (not going to the hospital) who comes see me at home
• My mom who showers me with love and gifts and her coming to visit for new baby
• My birthday coming in 1 week
• I just talked to both my sister and brother, it had been a while and my brother will be coming to visit soon
• Grateful much for my health and my children’s health
• Very grateful for nesting
• So so grateful for all the DIY projects I’ve finished and I’m working on (if interested in this see my other new blog)
• Grateful grateful grateful it’s Pisces season
• So very grateful I can see the Pleiades and Sirius star in the early night sky
• Grateful for the new moon and a new beginning for me
• Grateful for this blog so I don’t have to actually get a journal
• Grateful for spirit always supporting me through signs and synchronicities and letting me know what I need to work on for my healing
• Grateful for YouTube free meditations and hypnosis
• Grateful for YouTube hypno birthing and doula videos
• Grateful for the rushes of energy I get here and there
• Grateful for my doTERRA oils that just came in the mail today

In the end, I realize I have so much to be grateful for! God bless all of you reading and may you feel grateful about your life and situation no matter what you’re going through.

Thank you for being here,

Eve